hyperfixations (12/15-12/19)
didn't pilot the EVA all week
(...i'm not Otto Rocket...)

(proof i leave my apartment)
been playing
Tales of Vesperia

(“YOU LIKE THAT”)
still
doodlin’ n doodlin’


SO
ONES O' MEDIA
(fav edition)
also
REMEMBER
IF YOU HAVE
FOOTAGE
FOR THE ARCHIVES
SEND IT
(i have enough until after winter...but still)

THE FAV AWARDS
(with and without context)
enjoy!
(and congratulations)
fav game
REMATCH

when i first saw the trailer i said
“i think this could consume my life”

(it has)
fav movie
Superman

a white man made me cry
TWICE
(…no contest…)
fav movie going experience
BUGONIA

rarely do movies feel
“that fun”
anymore
(a head grabber and a stomach grabber)
also
“NO WHACKIN’ IT”
is in my stim library
PERMANENTLY
fav song
Ego Death At A Bachelorette Party
(the burnt out legend anthem)

(my old computers sticker job is really ironic)
i’ve done literally
“everything possible”
to this song
LITERALLY EVERYTHING BUT:
fuck to it
(for obvious reasons)
and
skate to it
(for obvious reasons)
fav book
The Pivot Year

i really thought i could
pivot out of skateboarding
“gracefully”
(like putting two fingers in a loaded shotgun)
but alas
you fucks are making me
PIVOT BACK
to
FUCKING SKATEBOARDING
(it’s almost like i’m too en vogue to pivot)
my
ankles and back
won’t forgive yall
but
if it makes yall happy
it’s worth it
(for now)
fav graphic novel
Supergirl: Woman Of Tomorrow

(…vibes…)
and
Batman: Year One

(…vibes…)
fav show
Desperate Housewives

it literally killed my TV
(...enough said…)
fav frozen meal
Trader Joe’s Butter Chicken
(with basmati rice)

since my floor has been
FUCKED
i’ve been living off of like
instant meals
and
uber eats
(cooking in a wayward kitchen is beyond depressing)
so
these
LITERALLY SAVED MY LIFE
(with basmati rice)
fav memory

i got stuck in
LITERAL FUCKING
TORRENTIAL RAIN
biking home from the
Westside Highway
back to
Crown Heights
(i was on a celebratory ride for finally finishing the website)
so for
AN HOUR
i’m getting
ABSOLUTELY FUCKING PELTED
BY RAIN
as
Ride
by
Lana Del Rey
blares on repeat
(peak manic pixie dream girl vibes)
ironically creating
the most cleansing experience of my life
(so far)
i literally turned down
“professional head”
(mama had knee bruises and a mouth built for play)
IN THE RAIN
from
TWO ABGs
(literally something out of a porno i’d bookmark)
just to make sure this
“dumb blog”
(what gets you through the week)
actually worked for y’all
DAY ONE
(i don’t regret my decision one bit)
☢︎